A Smattering: The Dissection of the Last Days

I am in awe that 2020 is ending. Where did the time go? What did I do with it?

To be honest, I know exactly where it went and what I did. It just feels like it slipped through my fingers without a moment dragging.

I have spent the last three months working with a coach. It has been amazing to work on my inner-self and to go after my desires. This journey has been a lot of unlearning and a lot learning. Specifically I am talking about specificity. Making choices in your life that are specific. This is something I have heard for years when my acting mentor Paul Hustoles hounded us on specificity. It clarifies and provides definition. That is what the universe likes as well. Not only your acting coach.

Let us take a look at this past Christmas: Through out the years I have been annually disappointed with the holiday of gift giving. This was because I didn't have the tool to ask for what I desired. I was unable to put into words what I actually wanted. This Christmas when asked I started to go down the familiar rabbit hole but then decided to just ask for what I desired. I gave everyone a section of my book list and then got to wait in anticipation to see what book resonated with them for a gift. This Christmas I received everything I desired. Because my desire was met I was met with abundance. I am so grateful for all the gifts at this time in my life be them physical or not.

I am now taking this notion of asking for what I desire and applying it to the broader spectrum of my life. What do I desire?

If my hypothesis is correct, then if I ask of the Source what I desire and hold no weight either way just knowing that they know and I know. That they will provide what best resonates with them and with me. Then life should become a joyful and abundant.

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How long has it been since you sat still?

How long has it been since you sat with yourself?

How long has it been since you let yourself shine from the inside out?

I feel like I may have been reducing myself. Not like a delicious berry reduction but more like forcing myself into a box too small for my energies.

It is time to Leap.

It is time to Expand.

It is time to be consumed by Flames of Now.

Ian